Friday, August 11, 2006

I feel quite "released" now the anniversary is out of the way, it's a burden lifted. Spent all week trying very hard not to smoke, but gave in last night - I drank too much and my resolve faltered; though I feel ready to quit again, probably due the burden lifting thing...

I have my tailcoat&bowler with me for B-movie tonight, not sure I'm going yet though - it's a long way and I have quite a hangover. It's also "80's night" which is a little worrying, not sure I can handle an 80's Goth night.

Oh well, the end of another shitty week.

Monday, August 07, 2006

I had a very pleasant time in Oxford - relieved to have missed Pride, I needed a break - Pride down here is definitely *not* a break. Said bye to Sam, she's still being all funny with me but there's not much I can do about it as she has the usual "I'm a girl so you'll have to guess" attitude, and by the weekend she'll be in NZ so that's that. Also caught up with Anna - that was quite interesting, she's talking to me again... mmm...

Work today has been hellish, a difficult situation had to be resolved concerning a colleague; I'm hoping it's resolved or things'll explode soon.

Wednesday is the year anniversary of Tammie leaving & our 9th wedding anniversary, so I've decided to really get the most out of this "difficult time" by giving up smoking (and cutting down drink to wine at home before bed) - what with today's situation it should be quite an exciting/angry/violent/edgy kinda week...