Saturday, July 01, 2006

A morning of tidying ahead, cleaning the pit I reside in,trying to make it presentable. I might even buy a nice big rug to cover the winestained carpet & dye the futon cover black; gotta recover whatever rare threads of home-pride I have left.

Then the dreaded Ex's housewarming, I've decided I should go so that's that, it's not exactly meshing with the screams of torment from large lumps of subconsciously active grey matter though. What fun. Ela's Jazz outfit are playing tonight which might provide the escape I need. Probably not though.

Been writing lovely dark metaphoric prose, haven't quite got the hang of keeping to C18 English - though I can do the spelling well enough : )

Thursday, June 29, 2006

This morning I'm suffering slightly from the dynamic dual - tiredness and regret, tiredness is easy sitting here at my desk in the sun about to dive into the world of code accompanied by some tunes and plenty of caffeine & sugar based products, the regret is a complete git though. Its firmly based in the past and has slowly overtaken me, a little like Monty Python's Sir Lancelot charging away in the distance, then Bam! suddenly everything's broken. Could be worse though. I get reminded of that every morning; I walk through an exhibit of photography from the tsunami on my way in, this morning a picture of volunteers covering a large shelter filled with body bags in dry ice. Quite sobering, especially when I'm being all self indulgent and missing various peoples company (which is another long black root to my regret.) - all those lumpy green bags.

Enough of that,

Top of the mornin' to ya!

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Ra, Cough. I've changed my name to Mary.

(not really)

Monday, June 26, 2006

Hello whoever from a strangely random Gabs, I have so much to tell yet am incapable of even making a start. It's a long sordid tale of happy, delinquent behaviour; 20 guys self destructive good bye to their friends bachelor status...

God I'm fucked; yet somehow feeling rather pleasantly myself.