Saturday, October 01, 2005

Nicotine Saturday is here again, wayhey...

Just shaved my head ( kept my quiff though, quite attached to it : ) a bit 'o cathartic hair loss, all ready for Ben's B'day Bash.

Think I ended up talking to Nez ( a guy who used to be a friend till he decided to not be - a bit like the wife ) on the phone pissed last night, pretty sure it was him, some B'ton number with a "Fuck Off. beep beep..." at the end of it. Don't wanna try again; whoever it was called me three times and I missed the calls ( hence having the number ) so its all quite mysterious...

Spent till 4.30 am talking politics with Kat, much fun - she's so cool ; ) a good way to keep my head together at night; not so good for poor old Kat who I probably should have left to go to bed and get over her nasty nasal cold, all these ill people - all women too, in fact every girl I know and have had contact with recently seems to be ill...

Something gross for the weekend: Nasty

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Now, inorder to make up for that last post of bepraved self obsessed shite heres a tune from a coupla years ago which is probably 1.414 * more contrived and inadvertantly self centered...

Friday Night
ok, failed again to not go to the pub after work, failed also in the non smoking dept, and the not getting a taxi after the (first) pub, generally FAILED.

Everyone's bloody ill but me, no one wants to go out or even socialise, Tammie is in freak out mode central - and can just fuck off atm.

The only good thing tonight is the storm which is getting furious and wintery - which may not actually be a word... spell check makes it winery, how appropriate.

So 'ere I am, cigarette et vin rouge, shitty night ahead and no fucking company (wallows in whatever arseholes like me wallow in for a bit, sans "...", mais avec grande quantities of booze)

anyway, could be worse I suppose.

could be out of wine.



Yum, bacon&egg butty - have to go back to being a veggie non smoker soon, just not quite yet...

Met Bird at lunch due to Peter's knowledge of Hove pub life, she seems pretty coolio, v.strange meeting someone for the first time by "mistake" having the day before read several pages of their personal life. Hurrah! for coincidence : )

This lunchtime was the second in the last 3 weeks when I haven't gone to the pub - the first being yesterday, its odd being sober in the afternoon, and even odder not smoking in the daytime.

Need to fight the Bacon fat with a strong cup of tea now, then concentrate for 4 hours...

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Still alive, no massive haemorrhaging that I can detect. Lucky me.

Wow
zender bender giving up Booze? My God! For Ninety days? OMFG, that sounds like Hell. Or maybe that's a slight exaggeration.

Ah, nearly the end of lunch - got some vaguely interesting work to do this afternoon, then its off downstairs to Film School for fun and related frolics. I want to go see Kat and Libby, but at the same time its not such a bright idea. I ought to follow bird's lead and stop drinking - but I've got three weeks to go before that's likely to happen. Once more I find myself setting goals which just enable me to do more guilt free drinking/flirting/smoking and less useful/creative/ethical stuff, like, erm, stuff. And Stuff of course.
Good morning to yet another hangover, I got this one in Hannover (the Brighton Hannover) so a Hangover in Hannover it is. Its a good state to be in when one has logic to write and an infinite supply of tea.

Argh, ...must... eat... rice... crackers.....

Just had one with glass in - yuk, bits of broken glass between my teeth, if this Blog ends suddenly you'll know why. Darnit, eating to help give up smoking and I find glass in my food, oh, the irony...

Feel ill...

Too many ellipsis...