Thursday, July 21, 2005

Argh, So Ill... huge hallucinogenic night of sweat and illness last night, now here I am, back at work suffering - such is the toil of the games industry...


Hopefully I'll get out early, so I can stumble home and go to bed.


Argh.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Ok, maybe it was oncoming illness. my throat is like a tube of sandpaper, every time I swallow it slides up and down my larynx's raw nerve endings. Ouch.

Working long days in the heat, ill & on Ibuprofen, goddam awful...

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Ra! I think its the weather, this overbearing feeling of doom, thats the only factor I can spot atm which fits. Work is bogged down, spent 12 hours with only a 10 minute break and the odd cup of tea trying to finish a good 3 days worth of work on play3 yesterday, not to mention coming in on Saturday- just typical, I don't get anything for it - not even a proper credit - just "additional programming", even though I did two months full time earlier in the year, RA! all annoyed. eating pop corn - evil, unhealthy toffee popcorn, just to spite myself for not having a "proper job"...

And I keep getting whinged at at home for making a mess, I LIKE MESS. I pay rent & make mess, thats all there is to it.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Don't know where this came from, but I empathise heavily with this guy:

Cor! a whole week without a blog, what is the world coming to? so busy what with my Zombie talk (which went very well, except the projector burnt out after sound check so all my carefully collated clips and pics went unseen) and trying to get some external producer approval its been chaos...

Happy now though, got shed loads (whatever that means) to do, all annoying stuff - ps2 code today - though i can't do anything yet cause of silly build crap - darn it! H8 hopping around projects, half your time is wasted in the changeover.

Decided to try another sober week, quite ill yesterday after a party filled Sat and beach party from 3am Sunday morning. So sobriety and L8 nights ahead...